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All Bad Touches

When It Counts

I've been thinking about this for awhile and reflecting on this year. You really know who cares about you when your life is down in the shit hole or when you're going through a difficult phase in your life. People who stick around just for kicks and fun are out just when you really need them. I'm glad that everything that happened to me did because it made me realize who's in it for the long run and has unconditional love for me as a person. I love my friends and family. And you came even when I didn't deserve it because you still care and always have. Everyone else... fuck you very much! Just kidding. But really... I don't deserve all this love. At all. But I don't want to get into that whole phase again so I'll just try to be a better person from now on because that's the least I could do. And that's my 143 starry night angel xoxoxo yammy bffz4life giggles :):):) entry.

I really did and it was great while it lasted.

The I-10

I didn't think it was possible to miss a highway exit three times, but today I was proved wrong! Our new friend, Logan, who is like a character taken out of an American Pie movie, drove us to UCLA and USC for dance marathons! From the transition to UCLA to USC, we had to exit onto the I-10 East. We were on the 405 South and missed it. Okay, pretty standard. We went on the 405 North and missed it. Ok, understandable. We went back on the 405 South and missed it. O.K. This guy is seriously HORRIBLE at directions. I really didn't think it was possible to miss it a third time. Finally, on the 405 North... we made it. By the way... while trying to get find the entrance to 405 North the second time... he took the sign "405 North arrow right here" literally and turned right where the sign was into a parking lot/alleyway. FUNNIEST SHIT EVER. Couldn't stop laughing, crying, and kicking the front seat where Jun was sitting. That experience made the whole day trip completely worth it and I would do it all over again just to see Logan miss the exit one more time. INTERESTING DAY! I also saw a couple celebrities at the dance marathon at UCLA :). That was cool, too. Meredith from The Office, Stacey Keibler from Dancing With the Stars and WWE, and Jonathan Bennett from Mean Girls and Van Wilder. Jonathan Bennett said I rocked :) WHOOP! Interesting day.

Ahhhhhhh!

This weekend,
This weekend,
This weekend,
This weekend,
This weekend.

Collateral Damage

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved
No better and no worse
I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked



Wouldn't have made it out alive without you guys.