Ahhhhhhh!

This weekend,
This weekend,
This weekend,
This weekend,
This weekend.

Collateral Damage

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserved
No better and no worse
I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked



Wouldn't have made it out alive without you guys.

Day 9

I wish I could go back to:

- faking sick to my mom on block days and then saying i feel better and going back to school to pick up joyce for 5th period to go on our adventures

- that 40 minute drive to santa cruz with my old CDs

- September 20th, 2005

- super high and driving to mcdonalds for chicken nuggets and orange soda

- actually enjoying fetching tennis balls for my sister and dad while they played

- the back of safeway

- shopping with my mom and sister in the mall when it's raining outside when i was 8

- rainy day at the top level of the parking lot at the mall. i just seem to have a lot of good rainy day memories at the mall.

- thinking smirnoff twist-offs made me drunk before high school dances

- buying corsages

- ditching track practice with chichi, shortie, michelle, dury and david

- cashier/register at heritage and rejecting guys with jusann while mark laughed his ass off and told everyone that was working

- swearing every five seconds at jonathan while mario karting at caspar's house

- when i didn't need something immediately when i wake up in the morning

- watching disney movies in front of the fireplace in november

- waking my sister up at 9AM to trade sailor moon cards with me

- making memories at longfellow

- drinking a shot of the nastiest cough medicine every four hours in that room with green walls and watching the office

- driving to school at 7AM and not being able to see the headlights in front of me because of the fog

- my favorite dish made by my mom, tomato &eggs with rice

- eating crepes with nat at valleyfair and talking about everything and anything in 7th grade

- being easily satisfied with a bottle of warm milk, a book, and my pillow

- when i first saw jason

- testing each other on day 9

Oh, so soon.

If you give it long enough, any sorrow will turn into anger.

38% Battery Left

Peace in Lyrical Prose

And anywhere I go
There's always something to remind me
Of another place and time
Where love that traveled far had found me

Ahh.